I've felt really well this week. True, there are still moments of fatigue, but they have been fewer in the last several weeks. My pain has been less. My mood has been more calm, looking forward to the coming day instead of dreading it. Even work has felt more manageable. These are blessings and I see them and celebrate them as they come. I write of them now so I can return during the future times when I am on a different antibiotic and in the throes of a
My, that's a bit dramatic. But the size of the letters seems to scream the difference to me, so I'm keeping it.
Saturday, November 3 was a beautiful autumn day. It was spitting snow when I left the house with LoraBoraLabraDora. I was taking her to the groomers. I can no longer trim her nails effectively because of pain and weakness in my hands. I have to admit, I don't miss struggling with her and Erik in order to accomplish the task. Off we drove in the Saab. The window was down on the passenger side of the car so she could put her nose out the window and scent the breezes. I dropped her off at Doggone Styles-or the spa as we like to call it- and set off to meet a friend for coffee. We met at Carol's Hungry Mind, a favorite coffee house in Middlebury. The shop was crowded and warm, richly redolent with the aroma of coffee. My friend, wearing a kicky beret, ( I love that phrase) and I talked of the things in our live. After a bit, we went out to the park and sat on a bench as the Saturday traffic flowed around us on the green. There were piles of leaves everywhere, the trees having given them up weeks ago. The air was cool and dampness pervasive. It was pleasant sitting on the bench with my friend, even though the topic heartbreaking. Her dog of thirteen years is ailing with cancer. She and her husband are doing their best to provide Ginger with love and attention during this time. They have opted not to subject their beloved companion to chemotherapy and medicines with side effects that would make Ginger's days harder. Before I knew it, the spa was calling to let me know my pup was ready and we parted.
When I had dropped Lora off at the spa, I had walked a short distance with her on the leash. I had forgotten my cane in the car and, feeling healthy and pain free, I opted not to retrieve it and walked with her. I had some weakness later, but it felt good to walk without my constant metal accessory.
The remainder of the day was quiet. The time was filled with Erik's company and my continued re-reading of the Harry Potter book. I'm on the Order of the Phoenix and really enjoying it. The woodstove was hot with a cozy fire. The cats draped themselves around me on the loveseat. It was comfy and quiet and oh, so wonderful. Later we had a stir fry for dinner. Such a simple thing, standing to cut vegetables, but something I was not able to do one year ago. Later still, the clocks turned back, I talked with my sister on the phone. At Midnight, I went to sleep.
Today I am cooking my food for the week. The soy pudding I depend on for breakfast, hard-boiled eggs for snacks. Later I will roast purple cauliflower and blend it with a cheesy sauce to make into soup. We are blessed to be in a warm home, with food to eat and each other for company. My friends Ceredwyn and Tatiana are travelling to New Jersey tomorrow to offer aid in one of the towns struck by Sandy in New Jersey. I wish I, too, could go, but the Lyme treatment and my job keep me here.
Blessings abound.
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